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I’m out

by LFC1995

I think I’m going to kill myself this week. I said the same thing about a year ago, and things have only got worse since then. I can’t cope anymore. I have no friends, I don’t get along with my family, and life isn’t worth it. I’m done.

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GoodLuck2UAll 4/22/2019 - 10:20 pm

Do research. If you want to go then make a plan and prepare. Give it at least 3 days to make sure it is what you want to do. It is something that cannot be undone.

Cause of Death: Suicide 4/22/2019 - 11:33 pm

That’s where I am too. I’ve been dreaming of killing myself for 13 years. It’s the only future I ever planned for myself. Ideally I was supposed to have committed 7 years ago. Since, life has only gotten worse to the point of being unbearable even to just mindlessly float through. I have no real bucket list or anything at all that I’d want to do before I die and even if I did there is no way to leave the hole I’ve been trapped in for 13 years. The most I pray for now is Undisturbed sleep and for no one to catch on to my plans. Maybe I ask for too much. I was born in 1994, your name says ‘95, so here we are. Did you have an undesirable past?

LFC1995 4/24/2019 - 4:15 am

LOL I took a massive insulin overdose after I posted this, enough to kill 10 people let alone 1 but somehow I’m still here, no idea how the fuck I’m still alive, not even in hospital, now I’m out of insulin so I can’t even try again, I fucking hate life.

Cause of Death: Suicide 4/24/2019 - 6:59 pm

How long has it been since you took the overdose? Are you feeling ok still?
That is one thing I always get so irritated and worried about. You plan the suicide for years and years, you finally think you have your method resolved and are capable to commit suicide, then you go and attempt BUT you fail.

You know really that’s the only reason I’ve never made a serious attempt. Why even try it there is even any percent chance you will fail, then just MORE pain!!

That is why I’m a gun person, I don’t think you could ever fail with a bullet to the brain. I don’t know if I can legally get a gun. But I’ve been putting off suicide for 13 years because of that.. I really am reaching the end of my rope here so I think I’ve got to try another method. I am worried it won’t work .. at all.. and I’ll have mentally prepared to die in that day for no reason. The major disappointment of waiting so long for something and it never happening.

I swore I was going to be dead and i’d live no further past 18. Now I’m almost 25. What the hell? How am I still alive. I’ve needed to commit for 13 YEARS.

Bisban 4/23/2019 - 12:47 am

Would you, do, the honor.. if you’re still out there..

GoodLuck2UAll 4/23/2019 - 12:53 am

Kick ass Bisban, kick ass. Good job.

Ennui 4/23/2019 - 12:10 pm

Im in the same situation, think I’ll also end it next time I’m home alone

Yoges 4/23/2019 - 2:30 pm

Can’t you hang around for a while longer, buddy? The end of the world may be just around the corner, who knows. I’ve been waiting for it for sometime.

Cause of Death: Suicide 4/26/2019 - 5:52 pm

I would stay if there was even one thing worth sticking around for but it is more complicated then that.. I have been raped 160 times in the last two years.

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