Another day. I made it. Everything’s as usual. Some things sucks but some are getting better. I’m just hoping that i would at some point would feel different than i was yesterday. Like a happy story in some books or movies. I’m trying to be like i’m not a sad story. I mean, there were moments that i felt that i succeeded but at the end of the day, all came back. When i lay down in bed, these thoughts and feelings haunt me. I didn’t know what to do. So here i am. Writing this and hoping that somewhere someone is feeling the same thing and that i’m not alone. That I’m just a normal person having the same normal feeling like everybody else. Hoping that someone out there would understand me and would say “Hey, you’re okay. I’m here. You’re not alone. Let’s talk”.
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