I relapsed self harming… I made it over a year and now I’ve somehow fallen back into my old ways I just want this to get easier but every time I conquer my demons they get stronger
I used to slam my head against walls and concrete floors until it was bashed in, I have a crack in my skull. And lots of holes in the walls of the house. That I have been trying to fix for 2 years lol. I don’t know if that played any role in making my nightmares worse, ha ha. I don’t really think about self harming but it something bad enough happens then I just start hurting myself. I have nothing left to live for. I wouldn’t probably have ever started slamming my head real hard, but my plan was to honestly be gone 7 years back at shortest. Can’t believe I’m still here. 7 years, I mean, something’s gotta give
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I used to slam my head against walls and concrete floors until it was bashed in, I have a crack in my skull. And lots of holes in the walls of the house. That I have been trying to fix for 2 years lol. I don’t know if that played any role in making my nightmares worse, ha ha. I don’t really think about self harming but it something bad enough happens then I just start hurting myself. I have nothing left to live for. I wouldn’t probably have ever started slamming my head real hard, but my plan was to honestly be gone 7 years back at shortest. Can’t believe I’m still here. 7 years, I mean, something’s gotta give
sadboi11,
so you revisited self harm you know where that gets you, so stop! back on the wagon, your strong you stopped for a year, stop again.