I’ve been wondering what makes people really do it. I’ve come from nothing, and I don’t even know why I’m where I am today. I believe in God, and for me the question is what kind of God. What does it mean to be good. People tell me a good God wouldn’t let evil happen the world, but how do you understand what good even is. Is good relieving a problem, can an evil act be classified as a good. Does killing a murderer before he is ever born count as good. What’s the limit of what makes our lives? I’ve been wondering and I cant stand it. I’m only one thinking these things, everyone else is so happy then why can’t I be. This is why people die, because you realize that your thinking is flawed. A real human never wonders about such irrational things, you just do something or you don’t. That’s how you survive. Everything else is what makes anxiety and depression.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
3 comments
Questioning, confusion, tough times etc etc. All apart of being human. All apart of the learning process. Learning is supposed to be hard, what use of it if it were easy?
Sure some things most likely should not have happened in someones life, but regardless there is always a choice to learn from it. There is always something to learn, positive or negative. And it is our choice. That is what “God” has given us. God gave us free will. So it is not that God is allowing evil things to happen every day in the world. It’s that people are doing bad things, God only allowed us to make our own decisions, to learn. God is not a controller. Only an onlooker, like us all, just a creator. That’s my thoughts on it anyway.
“Good is only a point of view, not moral truth.” Embrace the dark side and let the hate run through you!
I’m not religious nor am I a firm believer. I’ve been through awful things, I’ve seen the people I love go through awful things. What does an 8 year old do to deserve to be sexually molested? How could God allow it? Why does someone who is so selfless and constantly keeps their faith in God be allowed to suffer so much? And I came to the same realization as you, it’s like a game of chance. It isn’t about what someone deserves or doesn’t deserve. You make decisions and they lead you to these obstacles. These obstacles make or break you.