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Back again.. anyone still around post 2015/16

by missingLink

I’ve worked out that the cost of my desired CTB would cost about the same as the two pairs of shoes I bought last month…

Joined another site (strict on their rules) but there is more freedom/liberal speech…
I’m still 100 percent serious about my suicide but I’m still 50/50 “Yes, one hand on my suicide, One hand on the rose”..

I won’t commit until I have exhausted all therapy/resources available to me and being as that hasn’t even started yet I may as well see that through first. Scary to finally know that the backup IS doable.. I keep trying you know, still dragging that very dead horse..
But deep down..
I know..

Learned a lot about myself in the years I’ve been away. It’s all starting to make perfect sense but it still isn’t getting any easier and I’m getting worse.

Anyway big-up peace and love ye old vets and noobs.
Sending fourth my compassion and empathy which’ll always remain no matter how dead I am nor bitter with humanity Xxx

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Wisp 2/24/2020 - 10:09 pm

Yeah I’d like to see suicide as a last resort
It’s always good to know methods just in case life ends up in such a bad place that nothing could realistically get you out of your situation.

darkwillow 2/25/2020 - 3:37 pm

Theres a lot of us still here from 5 years ago. The site in general is quieter now, but they keep in contact with each other through emails or discord, kik ect

404 2/25/2020 - 3:41 pm

You forgot Facebook lol

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