Just because I am laying here with you because it is all I can do right now, does not mean “I’m not in crisis”.
Just because I’m not stupid enough to jump out of the window which won’t even break my legs or even my little finger, does not mean I’m not suicidal.
Darling, I’m closer than I’ve ever been/ you can comprehend/ I thought was possible.
Just because I’m rational, does not mean I don’t have a plan.
Just because I have a plan, does not mean I don’t feel I must wait.