It never ceases to amaze me how you say that you love me and then go around and make me cry on the daily. It’s not like I don’t know that you love me you just have a funny way of showing it. Dad it hurts me a lot to everyday have to come home and get screamed at for the stupidest shit ever. I try and try to be a good daughter and have hope that maybe one day everything will get better but it’s honestly so hard. I’m sorry for everything I’ve ever put you though. I love you but sometimes it feels like I’m suffocating. Screaming for your help but somehow you’re deaf to it. So I cry at night and yet still you not caring. You put me though so much pain and you want to help my depression! But you’re not helping your just making it worse. I want you to love me! Not hurt me. Help me! Not yell at me. I’m fading away. I’m in pain. Listen to me. Please. I’m dying.