My head is completely fucked up, as in my cranium. It is oblong and my face is flat, I basically look like an alien. I haven’t really come across anyone who looks like me so I’m assuming my deformity is based on a complication during my birth, and not genetics. Either way, I look like a mutant.
I have felt separated from normal people for most of my life but I occasionally have moments where I can relate with them. I used to go to psychiatrists and they would tell me that I have “body dysmorphic disorder” but I know what I really am. Of course, my parents tell me that I look normal and I don’t disavow them because of this, they are just being loving parents.
I wear a hat to hide my fucked up head but when I have to take it off, I am exposed.
I just want a way to end this.