It should be a no brainer
Go court with a lawyer deal with it.
I cant. I cant see that court room anymore. I cant see any more police. All stupid charges, not even mine. Yes i was the idiot out with these people that ended up getting done for their shit . So i take that. But no i dont want any of it. I cant. Im so mortified. How could i end up in trouble with the law?
Its not even that anymore. Its worse. My depression has eaten me. I cant move. I cant think. I dont have a life.
So if i dont have a life i might as well stop breathing. It will at least stop the pain the sadness the fear
Im a good person. I dont understand why this happened. And ok so it happened. Why is it still going??? 4 -5 years… 3 years absolutley dibilitating.
I want my life back. I want any type of life. I cant take it anymore. Im hiding alone right now with a rope wrapped around my throat. Im a fucking *****. Ive done it before. Why cant i again?
This is so stupid. A person that cant shower for weeks or get out of bed is expected to go defend themselves in court.mind you my ptsd goes crazy in court or near cops. So what the fuck. I cant even call them. Thats how stressful it is. Im having one panic attack after the other just thinking about it, when my phone rings, just knowing i have to call and deal with it has put me over the edge.
Ill be good please God make this go away please. I dont hang around stupid people anymore, im staying clean im trying to do the right things for the future. Please. I cant live like this. Please i cant im begging you.
What the fuck has happened to me? This jsnt me. I need me back. Please i dont know who this is. Just let me come back
Pleaae let me come back please
Coz i dont know how much more i can take
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Holy sh— I feel like I could’ve written all of that word for word. Holy freaking hell yes I know exactly how it is. And there is no way out. People don’t get it, they think it’s easy, just show up in court, answer the judge, defend yourself and if you’re right then all is fixed. NO. NO. NO. It doesn’t happen like that. Your brain turns into fire before you even enter the courtroom. You have no idea what’s going on. And your entire fate is in the hands of people who are paid to hate you. Jesus F. I’m sorry for both of us.
I can relate, and feel I could have written this as well. I’m trying to get a gun permit. Maybe this time I’ll finally have some success.
wow so this is a common thing. being hounded and bullied to death, literally to death, by the cops and the human “justice” system. it’s like once they lay their claws in you, they’re out for blood and they won’t stop until you’re buried.
i swear to high hell if I ever survive this I will start a charity safe house, a place out in the woods where everyone is welcome to stay and catch their breath so they can think straight and find a lawyer and fight. Because thats what it comes down to, the police f- with your head so bad you can’t think straight and then they own you.
i probably sound like a raving lunatic but maybe thats my point. i didn’t hurt anyone, i never did. I just ran with the wrong crowd and got hauled in and now a perfectly useful life is trashed. well see you guys on the other side. im dead here.
Yeah, I don’t know if it’s a common thing or not, but it’s definitely been my experience. Agree with you 100%. Once they work to get you, you’re already a bad guy in their eyes because you made them work so hard, and they need something to show for it. That’s how they get paid and get promoted within law enforcement. So they hound you, pull at you, and eat you alive.
I don’t think that’s crazy at all. If you ever do get around to it, please post on here or contact me, because I might join that effort.