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i wanna die lol :)) /nj

by arlo.exe

my mom tells me that its just because of quarantine and that my emotions rise when im tired. shes right about one thing, im tired. i cant sleep until 3-5 am and i feel like roadkill that just recently got run over and is still alive, experienceing organ failure. i have two voices in my head now: the one that makes me count and tap things 5 times and the one that tells me to just grab some ibuprofen and fucking overdose because nobody wants me anymore. i know that the second voice (his name is steven) isnt true because my girlfriend loves me but it feels like shes the only one. this isnt a suicide note just a vent type thing ig. heres the few reasons im still alive:

-my girlfriend

-my two snails

-waiting for the next season of rick and morty

-waiting for my favourite webtoon to finish

-im 99% sure that you cant watch tv in wherever the fuck im going after i die

-i still havent been to japan, canada, or new zealand

yeah thats it uhh idk what else to fucking put here so bye ig

-arlo

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Abnormal.Thoughts 1/19/2021 - 8:46 am

I love that snails are on your list. What kind of snails? I had mystery snails once and they laid eggs that hatched and that was so amazing.

arlo.exe 1/19/2021 - 12:40 pm

theyre just normal land snails, i bought them at a pet store at the end of 2019 their names are jeremy and norman and i love them with all my heart. (its not a lot of love but theyre the light of my life besides my gf)

Mauve 1/20/2021 - 4:26 am

Youre amazing, and strong bc one of the reason why you are still alive was bc of snails.?

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