I know we cannot be unborn or un-exist, but man, wouldn’t it have been nice not to be here suffering in the first place?
And why do we have to suffer so much? Why can’t I just be a happy fucker like some of the people out there? Yeah sure, not everyone is happy. But not everyone is depressed and miserable either.
To be alive and have to either kill yourself or live a tormented life sucks. My own self and my mind is my worst enemy. Sigh. How terrible that knowing you yourself is your own worst enemy?