Not suicide related
The world has gone to shit. It already was. I suppose I will throw the question out there, does anyone really think that governments and politicians actually care about you?
And question everything, and don’t believe everything the mainstream media tells you.
I wish I could be gone. But again, I help care for my mum. I really desire to be gone though. There’s nothing here for me. The world isn’t going to get better anytime soon, if ever. I’d never want to leave her really, nor would want her to discover me dead. But yeah, dying is too difficult anyway for me, as I’ve mentioned 1000 times over the years. So, I’m still here.
There’s nothing that I like, nothing that interests me. The world is run and controlled by evil anyway.