Okay I’ll try to make this as straightforward as possible. Would any of you guys like to join a groupchat in discord– I obviously don’t have anything against the other members here it’s just you guys stick out to me and okay it’s very hard for me to speak my thoughts without getting discouraged and frustrated and I’d very much appreciate it if any of you would talk to me because I cannot write in this format. I have autism and that prefrontal lobe disorder I mentioned and it makes it overwhelming because of the anxiety and I think I’m going to commit soon and I’d really appreciate some of you guys to talk to, I recognize some of you as long time members, I just don’t know your original names; it’s been difficult to keep track of who’s who after all this time, some of you are newer but that’s fine yada yada etc.. I’m just really going through a rough time right now and I just need to communicate in real time structure and there’s a lot of stuff I want to say right now. I don’t know if you guys dislike me or even know who I am but I’ve been here for quite some time, paying attention to all of your posts, I remember who some of you are and I remember some of the people who come back, if it seems like I’m not paying attention it’s not due to anything personal I know I seem aloof but I have mental conditions that make me this way not to make excuses but that’s just the way things are haha ‘^ ^
I’ll drop my tag if any of you respond, I don’t have high expectations but I would be happy if just one or two of you responded
@once I knew you as chip, I feel you’re very relatable, I could use someone to talk to
@rivets I’ve been here almost as long as you, and you’ve always been something else. I know you’re probably going to turn this offer down but I just want you to know I appreciate your presence here etc.
@soda @rainwatch I know one of you is a vet who changed their name, but you’ve both been here a very long time, but both of your comments are always nice
the rest of you guys are newer I believe but I always appreciate what you have to say anyways yeah I hope this post stays up so we can get in contact cause I don’t feel comfortable dropping my email and if I’ve forgotten anyone who’s taken notice of me it isn’t anything personal I’ve just got a lot of shit on my plate I hope you understand thanks