hope everyone’s doing better than they were last time i was on here. it’s been a while. i just gave up you know like i just kept waiting for my end and everyday i woke up and hoped that today won’t be the day i die, i wanted to live just hoped that things would get better but they never did, i just kept lying to everyone and stayed alive. i am glad that im alive but at the same time i want to change for my own good. i tried doing that and i lost hope every now and then until i realized that till now everything has been in my favor like things could’ve gone really wrong but they didnt this means that there’s a hope for me and i just hope that i stay alive. i don’t really know if i will stay alive but i believe in hope and there’s hope for every one of us.
and I WILL CHANGE AND I WILL LIVE AND SO CAN EVERYONE