I got new blades. These are razor blades. Before, the blades I used were just ripped from pencil sharpeners and they were pretty good at first, but got dull fast. I wanted more. I was having a sort of decent day, until I decided to go out and get these blades. I dont know why I did it. why did i do it. I put it to my skin, and I could immediately tell how sharp it was. I could see a small small drop of blood come out my skin just from touching it against my arm. im scared. fuck
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You’ll regret your legs less than your arms if it’s permanent. Tattoos worked for me pretty well but it was a giant hassle.
^^ that
Also, be careful. I have Xacto blades, the scars are finer with a sharper tool but you have to be so careful!
omg i hate the feeling of the finer blades. makes my skin crawl and feel weird. eww
The feeling of a sharper blade is so much different, I wasn’t really expecting that. It kind of makes my skin crawl too, its new, but im sure ill get used to it eventually. but thats not really the goal, h
I know if I zone out I could pretty easily get a cut that would need stitches. I will be careful. I hope you are being safe too, im not sure if you cut still, but if you do, be careful too ok, xacto blades are really sharp. be safe <3 I hope you can find something better to do eventually.
I have thought about doing it on my legs. I think im gonna slowly transition from my arms to my legs. For some reason, I like cutting my arms the most. I thought about cutting my face for some reason, but I was able to realize how bad it would be for me to do that. but then again you think stupid thinks when ur losing your mind. I will try not to fuck up my body.
*hugs* i really dont advocate cutting. ive taken a knife to my leg months ago and theres still a noticeable scar (how it even got there idk i barely scratched it)
Not gonna lie, it’s crossed my mind too, definitely not something I will let myself try though and I would advise against trying that.
I hope you find something better too and thank you, I will be careful.