I remember these hard days – ^this clown’s sick of quarantine^
4-24-2020 / Back then I had a crush on this girl – I dreamed up this like, not crazy-vindictive person. Someone smart- It ended so badly. I kept spotting her in different places. She’s from out of state. but I tried to look ahead and mind my own business anyway. and This is why ignoring your gut is bad… what a narcissist. She set all of that up to call me deformed and trash. A guy saying her name, like it’s funny – at her age… – and she’s present everytime. There are so many theories to tack onto this… but that’s just denial, I think. I’m not really upset about it anymore, but I think it’s worth noting – someone like her isn’t above and beyond in an-y-thing. She was just a gossipy piece of trash. I can accept that part-