I guess that the social worker or whomever it was didn’t ever find you that place. That sucks. I think you are incredibly strong and brave. I admire the things you’ve done. It can’t be easy to call out you father for hurting your child, you are protecting your children and it’s better to be homeless than to let that abuse go without justice. (There is another word I was going for but justice is all I’m getting right now.)
Anyways, I just wanted to tell you that you are not a failure. You’ve been dealt a terrible hand and you’re doing the best that you can with it. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Im sorry you have to suffer so much in this hell called life. I can’t stand all the needless senseless suffering I see. It never stops. My ex wife was so damaged by all the hell she suffered during childhood and now she has spread the disease on our children and myself. I don’t hate her for what she has done. I don’t want her to suffer even more when she gets that phone call from my sister saying im dead and she is to blame. My children would turn their backs on her. My family would torment her and I don’t want that for her even though she has caused me so much pain, misery suffering and sorrow. I want her to go with me because it would be better for her. She has always been chronically suicidal anyway and tried to take me with her when we were younger tbh. She turned me into a junkie for a while 20 years ago. Until I ODed and I almost died and how I wish I would have. The same thing happened to her more than once. I can’t even see the right and wrong in all this anymore. I am so broken and it still hurts to see others broken also.
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I guess that the social worker or whomever it was didn’t ever find you that place. That sucks. I think you are incredibly strong and brave. I admire the things you’ve done. It can’t be easy to call out you father for hurting your child, you are protecting your children and it’s better to be homeless than to let that abuse go without justice. (There is another word I was going for but justice is all I’m getting right now.)
Anyways, I just wanted to tell you that you are not a failure. You’ve been dealt a terrible hand and you’re doing the best that you can with it. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Im sorry you have to suffer so much in this hell called life. I can’t stand all the needless senseless suffering I see. It never stops. My ex wife was so damaged by all the hell she suffered during childhood and now she has spread the disease on our children and myself. I don’t hate her for what she has done. I don’t want her to suffer even more when she gets that phone call from my sister saying im dead and she is to blame. My children would turn their backs on her. My family would torment her and I don’t want that for her even though she has caused me so much pain, misery suffering and sorrow. I want her to go with me because it would be better for her. She has always been chronically suicidal anyway and tried to take me with her when we were younger tbh. She turned me into a junkie for a while 20 years ago. Until I ODed and I almost died and how I wish I would have. The same thing happened to her more than once. I can’t even see the right and wrong in all this anymore. I am so broken and it still hurts to see others broken also.