So Gary doesnt want me. He more than likely sees me as a freeloader since i said i was tryin to get on disability. No mf, because ive had 5 diff jobs in 1 yr thanks to my paranoia!!!! Im gettin older and my mental illness gets crazy at times n i cant afford to lose more jobs n be discriminated against so ssi is there for a safety net reason!!! Not so i can sit at home forever. Fml im so tired of men and their assumptions of me, treatin me like sh*t, makin me begged to be loved because apparently im unloveable cuz who would want a fat crazy b**** like me?! I have nothin to offer, no1 wants me other than a quick screw, im basically trash. My purpose is short lived n i get thrown away, recycled and used again for all eternity. I hate me, i hate what i am, i hate how i look and its men like you Gary who make me question my self worth n who made me believe that u might actually like me. Shame on me for assuming u did, i should of known better. Men are the reason women are crazy, bitter n have trust issues. I never had this when i dated women. Why? Cuz the communication was open and real no matter how much it hurt. Wanna use me? Fine then use me for 1 nite. But stop makin me put my guard down if you dont intend to actually be with me. Its that simple idk why men make it so hard when its not.
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ikr, like why can’t ppl be honest and say they are only in it for sex or fun, instead of messing with your head and pretending to care when they are only after that one thing. it’s the lies and manipulation and mind fucking that piss me off. i have more respect for ppl who straight up say what they want rather than the bullsh*t games and lies.
Because itd be too easy. Men want to be complicated!