Not suicide related
I wish my mum would take better care of her diabetes, her eyesight already has complications…
on the other hand, the only way to manage diabetes to restrict yourself alot, e.g. following strict diet.
It’s just awful all around.
I just wish my mum didn’t have diabetes.
I see her as a person. I like her as that. She isn’t a ‘disease’ nor ‘diabetes’.
She’s nearly 70, I feel like such a burden. I’ve tried to help her with her diabetes. I’ve tried to get her eye surgery, everything was explained, even pictures of the eye surgery were shown. She’ll eventually go ‘completely blind’.
I don’t want to interfere with her anymore. I don’t really even know what to do.
Doing nothing makes me an evil person.
Trying to force her to get help also makes me evil.
There’s just no way, no way at all… I think about letting her be, for at least some weeks… going to the doctor, or anyone, isn’t going to do anything if advice isn’t followed. Again, I wish my mum just didn’t have this stupid diabetes. I’m sorry.