Not suicide related
I’m so lonely… I’ve been kinda trying to interact with others in the online game, even though the game isn’t there for socialising.
I don’t want others to find out what I’m like though, they’ll probably laugh. I’m useless, miserable and am done with life.
I don’t know why I bother. Most people in this world are needlessly judgemental anyway.
Most people also don’t care about others, that’s just how we are…
I believe that there’s someone out there for everyone. Unfortunately we’ll probably never meet this ‘someone’ in our lives.
They are out there, just the likelihood of ever coming across them is extremely low, miniscule chance.
Well I shouldn’t complain about being lonely. Some of it is my fault. Remember me saying that i don’t want to subject others to my stupid self? Now I complain about being lonely.
I can’t bring any value to someone’s life. I really can’t.
Can’t relate to anyone
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Hi
I know how this feels.
It’s like there’s this wall between you and everyone else. I don’t want people to get too close, because my worse fear is when they get too close they will hate who i am.
Well my worst fear has already come true with marriage.
I guess i just don’t want the repeat to happen with more people.
I think also that there are people out there who will be perfect for you, just that it’s unlikely you’ll ever meet them. It’s a sad thought. But at least they’re there, right. Maybe it’s a comfort. But maybe not. Means there’s someone out there just as lonely as you are. Would you want that on anyone?