So here I am once again. I haven’t been here in a long time, which is good. It means that I was okay during my time away. Lots of good moments, but it’s hard to remember them now as I write this. This week has hit me the hardest…just lots of stressful moments that keep on piling up and up and up. I realize the changes by now, but it’s still frightening to feel it. Headaches, anger, the body aches. My shoulders and back hurt so much, and I want to cry all day because of the emotional toll. I hate that Anxiety comes at the worst times. I can’t force my mind to work with me, so I wish this passes quickly. It just hurts waiting to be in the right state of mind again. My heart hurts. Everything hurts. I want my life to stop hurting me.
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what happens if it doesn’t pass quickly? Mind, many times such things do. I hope it does.
My advice, cling to the good times and don’ let go. Really search deep and find something within the good times that made you keep going. I know the pain can be insufferable but keep trying. I hope you’re okay