There are so many items I still need to get before I can finish making my exit bag kit. I don’t have the money right now to get them. Also, it’s become difficult to get things past the front desk and into my room in the hostel I live in because of staff concerns over my mental health and suspicion of suicidal intent. I really hope nothing else really stressful happens before I am able to exit. I am already plagued by thoughts of all the mistakes I have made as well as how they have brought me to where I am in my life. Please just let me go in peace.
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Please don’t do it
Where’s your family? What’s happened to you that you’re hurting so much?
I’m assuming you’ve tried all your contacts and nothing worked out. Like Powers I was wondering if some family members can help out, if there are any.
If not I totally understand your decision. I’ve come close a couple of times to making that same decision myself…but I stayed to help family and I’m glad I did.
However my life isn’t all that great and maybe if I’m still not happy with being around I might do the same in a few years. For now things are ok for me so I’ll carry on. I wish you well OP whatever you decide.
I hope you stay and blog about the good things that happen to you after staying