I still feel like I’m a kid but somehow I’m 27. What. The. Fuck. How did I get here?
I’m pretty much a failure in every aspect of life.
career? hah, someone out of highschool can do my job
money? I’m a dumb fuck and managed to lose most of it when markets only went up the last two years
social life? what’s that. I can barely talk to people without being anxious or stammering like an idiot.
love life? who would want to be with a loser like me.
Can’t even do basic shit expected of a human:
– struggle with putting thoughts into words (spent like 30 minutes making this post and it still sounds dumb and fake and why DOES IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO WRITE A COUPLE OF WORDS)
– I’m scared to drive so I never drive (good job brain, now we’ll never get over the fear).
Worst part is, there’s nothing stopping me from changing. I’m just too comfortable in my current life playing video games all day and procrastination my life away.