I want to be with someone who makes me feel good. Somebody who is funny and will make me smile. Someone who will be there when i’m down. Someone I can do all those same things for in return. I know i’m not good enough though I am going to be lonely forever.
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well you’re still young so you’ve got hope. i assume you’re like early 20s? or younger? u mentioned school on some post or other…
haha im in high school. Probably gonna graduate at 20 though. its just that it feels that im supposed to be alone. because im not even good enough for my family so how am I going to be good enough for someone later.
the present is a poor predictor of the future. Alone now doesn’t mean alone later, just as with people now doesn’t mean with people later.
Is companionship worthwhile in itself, regardless of quality? My view is that it isn’t. Alone is better than being around people who don’t appreciate you. Hence, I’d defend solitude on the basis that some people are awful. Humans are genetically coded to crave companionship, that’s a flaw, because companionship can be toxic.
“Humans are genetically coded to crave companionship, that’s a flaw, because companionship can be toxic.”
–>That’s why I’m alone too. Better to be alone than with the wrong person. But BECAUSE we are genetically programmed to crave companionship, that’s what makes it all the more lonely and depressing- the fact that we have an innate DESIRE for it. And companionship unachieved, it rots at our soul
You seem very young since you’re in high school. I used to feel the same way. I always wanted a gf to make me feel wanted and important. Turns out I never dated anyone in high-school. I didn’t date anyone till my early 20s. I know what it’s like to feel lonely and not wanted. You feel like no one will date you, you feel ur ugly, you feel that you don’t deserve anyone, and ect. I can understand that. Sometimes not having someone in ur life can be good in some ways. Imagine if u were dating someone at a young age and they ended up breaking up with you for no reason. People are like that when they’re young. I would wait till that person comes your way. If possibly, try to stay busy and do hobbies if you have them.