So not only do I catch a shitty ass rare horrible bacterial infection from the shitty house/dirty backyard, but when I went to the hospital to get treated, I OFC just HAD to get the shittiest dr and the shittiest nurses. Made my life a living hell when I was there in-patient. And OFC the ***** head nurse in charge puts the WORST person in the room next to me.
The new patient was coughing up a fucking lung, and OFC the ***** head nurse just had to put her in MY room. And OFC I wind up catching whatever shit she got. And OFC it’s a really bad one. If it wasn’t, she wouldn’t have been admitted to the hospital. She was shaking and shivering so it wasn’t a normal fucking “cold.”
It’s been almost 4 fucking weeks and I’m still fucking coughing. And this fucking thing isn’t just a “normal cold.” Normal colds last 3-5d and you’re fine. It’s been FOUR FUCKING WEEKS. I haven’t had one this bad in years, maybe like a decade. And that’s on TOP of ALL the health problems I’m already dealing it.
OFC I had to get infected when I go to the hospital. That’s one of the reasons why I didn’t check myself in the ER for 3 weeks when the infection was raging- I ALWAYS wind up catching some fucking shit at either the urgent care waiting room, at the ER waiting room, or in-patient inside at the hospital. Always wind up catching SOME fucking shit. Come in with 1 problem, leave with 2 new ones. Sigh. FML. Fuck my SHIT LUCK.
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I don’t think it’s possible to escape anything, rather it’s possible to seek out something better. Whenever there’s a gap all manner of awful things will be waiting to swoop in. The question is not so much how to deal with those things, as it is how to stop them from getting in in the first place.
I’m being overly philosophic again, I’m sure. But every awful experience I’ve had, that’s where I’ve gone; how did I let this happen? Sure, there are external factors, always. But things don’t start getting better for me until I start chasing something
You say to yourself “I don’t deserve this”, and I agree, but what do you deserve?
You can ignore this story if you like, maybe it’s not applicable;
but I’ve done a lot of soul searching about why my latest grad school attempt hurt me so deeply. I had lost all vision of my life, and I thought an external source might help. It didn’t though, no one is coming to save me.
and deep in my frustration I cried “surely there must be better than this”, and I realized unless I came up with something better there wouldn’t be. Now I have an idea, and it may prove wrong, but the only way to find out is to test it.
and I’m not even certain if my life is a good role model for anyone. It’s all experimental, try, fail, try better, fail, try better still. What was the stupid Edison quote? “I haven’t failed 99 times, I found 99 ways that didn’t work” Edison was an elephant electrocuting jerk for the record, No one should look up to that hack. It’s a good line though.
That nurse should’ve known better than to put you with that other sick patient…but that’s the terrible world we live in. I have heard sometimes people can get sicker from the germs in hospitals.
those bitches did that shit on purpose. c.unt hated the previous roommate that i had, and bc i was friendly with that girl, she (and the other nurses) took it out on me, and purposely put the infectious girl in MY room, instead of putting her in another room to infect some other girl. they’re all fucking CUNTS!
“can”? – every single time i’ve had to go to the ER or hospital, i wound up WORSE off than before i came. which is why i refuse to go to ER/hospital unless i felt like i had no choice- which is what happened. the oral antibiotics did shit and i needed the IV antibiotic, and you can ONLY be given that in a hospital. no dr’s office, no lab, not even urgent care can do that. not even in the ER. ONLY if you’re admitted to the hospital. and hospitals are notoriously dirty and nasty af, the bathrooms were SO fucking GROSS, fucking disgusting. and no, this wasn’t even a bad hospital in a bad area. this was one of the “better” hospitals too. -_-
That’s terrible…standards have dropped everywhere…I can’t believe hospitals of all places don’t practice good hygiene/cleanliness.
I’m a clean-freak and get easily disgusted…I try to avoid using public bathrooms as much as possible…I’ve heard even hotels/motels are no longer as clean as they used to be.
They pay people to keep stuff clean…yet for some reason the job is no longer being done…and nobody seems to do anything about it.
It seems evil people are everywhere and they’re not being dealt with…such nurses should be fired.