I’m so fxxking sick of this world. So tired of people staring at me like I’m a freak. They stare at me because they pity me. People know that I am an outcast. I’m am like this unpopular celebrity. People want nothing to do with me, but yet they’re fascinated with me. No one wants to hang out me, so I don’t have any friends.
I hate everyone especially men. Men make me want to throw up. I want to puke every organ out of my body because I hate them so much. How I can ever be attracted to them is beyond me. I don’t fxxking care anymore. I’ll let my psychotic thoughts flow. I want them to hurt like they have done to me. Burn their houses down, skin them alive, and eat their flesh. Men hate me, but remember I’ll always hate them more. I tired of being good. I’ll own the everyone hates me shit. Own that even men hate me. I’m an outcast and I’ll own that.
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Nothing is more devastating and painful in life than feeling unwanted. Even if one has a good career, family/friends…if you’re the type who wants to be in a relationship but people are not attracted to you, that can be an awful situation.
I think there’s many tiers to this topic and I’d say about 99% of the people out there can find someone even if they are ‘unattractive.’
It depends on your ‘level’ and what you’re aiming for. This is a sensitive topic for many so I won’t say too much about it.
Like many people growing up, I went through an awkward phase and I was overly obsessed with my looks.
This is because dating wasn’t easy for me…as it was for other guys. Partly I was also a bit shy…and it’s easy to ignore these things when you think the world owes you something or you should already have a bf/gf.
I’m not saying I was wrong, I definitely inherited some issues from my parents, but nature did an ‘uno reverso’ card on me and when I hit my late teens, I looked better and had more confidence and it was easier to date. Though I’ve always carried my insecurities with me…such is life.
I saw a therapist around that time, I was depressed also…something for you to consider if you haven’t already.
It could be the situation you’re in…if you’re out of shape, that can play a factor and ofc getting in shape improves your odds.
I’ve seen so many people I’d consider not attractive to be dating…usually someone at their level, in some rare cases someone higher tier than them.
I just know with myself if I didn’t have the basics to get by in life, like good health, roof over my head, friends/family, etc, I’d be considering other options.
I mean we humans can put up with a lot of suffering, but we all have our limits…that’s why I’ve been here on SP, like others.
Luckily for the moment my life is on a better trajectory…I still have big problems…but I am trying to solve them. However, if my life goes south in the next decade or so, then I’ll be looking for a way out.
I felt like an outcast myself. Thought no one would ever like me. I wasn’t the best looking guy. I was an average Joe. Though I’ve had some bad memories with some women I’ve chatted and been with, I didn’t hate women in general from it. I had bad experience with some, but I feel there’s good ones out there. I try not to label all females as bad people
I had my moments not feeling like a nobody. Didn’t feel I fit in the world. As in not belonging here. I always questioned my very existence and felt I had no purpose in life itself. Like why exist? I still ponders in my head to this very day
A guy might come up to you one day. Guys can be shy too though. Like someone might like u, but they’re to scared to approach you and talk with you