MY PAIN SURPASSES MY COPING RESOURCES….that nailed it!!!!
- IÂ have more pain than resources to cope with them!
- IÂ am working on that!!!
- Â Friday I saw a counsellor
- Â I expressed my need to come up with a “””game plan””” for my life
-  She helped in connnecting me to a women’s organization who will help with resumes, job hunts, following leads, ( because to my muddled brain this is the crux of my depression, not to mention being off work with a shattered leg)
- Please God, help me stay focused and able to hang on until I get to that appointment on Tuesday.
- Everyone always says I am so strong but for heavens sake people,  it is a front and a facade a farce, joke, a put on and so not true!! I am breaking apart and need lots of tape to keep myself together so that I don’t go to that particular “end of story” which is not how I envisioned my life going.
-  So the plan is to come up with a Game Plan to hopefully obtain a job, heal my shattered limb, get some income coming in, rebuild my savings, make contacts, make better life decisions and learn from this terrrible situation that when you have an accident and cannot work that there is still hope out there and I will make it through. God willing that is!! Here is hoping at any rate, but seriously thanks so much for this site…….
- Thank You again…:)
5 comments
You go, girl! Making a game plan sounds like a good start, let’s get through this.
At least it is a direction for the positive side of choices vice the other option…
This place really has me feeling like I can do this…one day at a time thx so much:)
C.
Hey, just wanted to say the last part of your reply actually has me feeling so much better..the “let’s get through this.” makes me feel I have a team here to cheer me on to succeed and it has me feeling like I have support from those who get me and my struggle, so thanks for this 🙂 Words make a difference in a big way! C.
Even if you were to give up this very second, the fact that you found the will to aspire for a better life and make these things happen is a display of staggering strength the likes of which many on here would do well to possess.
I hope you can move forward and better your siutation.
I hope so as well, thank you for your lovely comment and will let you know how it goes on Tuesday….one day at a time til then 🙂
C.