Emotions

Emotions swirling

Happiness, anger, sadness

Which do i feel?

I feel fake

Unloved, unwanted

I am weak

Just a side character

I seek to be noticed

and held

But no one can see me

Amd i transparent? Invisible?

Doesn`t anybody care?

I cry silent tears

and everything i say falls on deaf ears

I am a souless doll

I have no free will

A doll`s emotions are painted on

Artificial

No one knows what the doll wanted

For the doll doesn`t speak for itself

I have to be a Fake person

to be seen

I have to be perfect

not me

I have to live up to

Expectations

not my limits

Everyday my will and emotions leak

From a cut in my being

A cut so deep that not even stitches

Could keep infection out

I laugh pitifully at myself

As I learn little too late

That not every toy can be fixed

And not every heart can be healed