I feel so good! For those of you who read my last post… Today I went to that party anyways. I went by public transport with my slippers, then I changed it to heels once I reached there. And actually the public transport is not so bad… and I hanged out with my friends and we enjoyed.
I have learned that life is all a choice.
Mortal/physical death is destined, but happiness is a choice.
As for me, I will not choose to die. No more sitting around and dying all day. I will survive, find my way out and achieve my goals.
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well my dear one party and now your doing back flips!!!!!! just think what two parties will do!!!! hey by the way where are you from? your english sounds cute!!
How cute? I use my English normally, hahaha. It is not my mother tongue though, I’m half Asian and half Indian.
hogpotter,
trust me it’s cute!! hahaha. “half Asian and half Indian” what a wonderful combination!!
Hey Hogpotter,
Do you see how your experience changes with your moods and thoughts? Neat eh? If I could suggest one thing…it would be to journal the good days…the days you made the best of…to re read…much like your posts…only more private…hahaha
And when you are feeling okay…those are the times you need to be looking for coping skills to get you out of the depression…the next time you visit it. There is no such thing as a cure for depression…but the visits can be less frequent and last no time at all….with a little hard work. The fact that you are doing so well…has me tickled. 😀
You are amazing
Keep your chin up and laugh as much as possible.
Amakua
p.s. English is Rocketman’s third language. His first is profanity…his second is Amurican…hahaha 😛
Ama,
that’s my girl! kick my ass first thing in the morning! i love you!
Hey Rocketman!!! 😀
I was out playing in the snow with 3 of the neighbours kids this morning…hahaha…we got over a foot of snow last night. I taught them how to use cardboard boxes to slide down the ravine. Good thing there is a fence before the creek…haha 😀 This afternoon…the little one is coming for her welcome back tea party. What are you doing today?
Love ya
Ama
Ama,
working and messing around with a little bit of this and a little bit of that!
Amakua & Rocketman: First language profanity, second language obscenities. English comes third. 😛
Omg LOL =DDDDDDDDDD
Like he is tri-lingual eh? A man of many talents!!! hahahaha Proficient with his many tongues…hahaha Glad you’re feeling A OK today 😀
Ama
Just hope it stays this way. 🙁
Hey Hun,
Of course it doesn’t stay this way…even happy would be boring all the time. 😛 But enjoy the day…that is the trick!!! Forecasting to tomorrow causes anxiety and ooops…depression. Do you like music? What kinds of things work for you to UP your mood? Me I like to get outdoors and play.
One day at a time hun…one day at a time. 🙂
Take care
Ama
It so nice to read a happy story on here. I am very happy that things are going so well for you. I hope things continue to get better for you.
PS half Asian and half Indian sounds like my ideal girl. You must be very beautiful.
Its important to remember that we avoid group stuff when we are depressed or sad, but if you can break through you see that its better to be with people than without them.
Good luck
I wish you all the happiness in the world.
ILU Ruins
Ama, the only thing that lifts my mood is music and my dreams. 🙂
I do agree… it’s not supposed to happen overnight but I can do it day by day, one step at a time.
Ruins, thank you. I wish you all the happiness also. 🙂
Glad to hear that, keep fighting and hope happiness keeps finding you. Always be strong, endure the hard and fight.
Flying out,
thebat
Hey Kiddo,
That’s the only way to do it…one day at a time. And it is true…we are none of us promised a new day…ever.
Lots of Love 🙂
Ama
Thank you for the responses everyone…
I love you all <3