i feel like the sky is about to fall
i hope i can get a rele job that isunt with my dad or on boats i whant to do pub gigs folow the pofrming arts do some thing so i can just pay the bills but thats not going to happun is it i whant to have a famaly do a beter job than my dad and mum i whant to fall in love but thats not going to happun love killd me long long time ago now my deth hornts my dreems it such a god day why do i feel like this all iv got is helping people and thats all iv got now i just whant to diy and from that i get calld an emo and atechion seeker its so hard all i get is a man saying kids can be crool no ther fucking evel all i need is a gun i say just let me diy but if i did that i hert people and thats not what im here for im here to help people i think not to kill them xxxxxxxxxxxx
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