i feel like the sky is about to fall
i hope i can get a rele job that isunt with my dad or on boats i whant to do pub gigs folow the pofrming arts do some thing so i can just pay the bills but thats not going to happun is it i whant to have a famaly do a beter job than my dad and mum i whant to fall in love but thats not going to happun love killd me long long time ago now my deth hornts my dreems it such a god day why do i feel like this all iv […]
Why do I keep fucking shit up? Why am I so stupid? I just… Feel like I am no good to anyone. I feel like all I do is screw shit up. I have nowhere to go, no friends that I can rant to freely without them getting annoyed and I’m left to this site. I have hit rock-bottom, and my last resort was this website.
Tell me, how pathetic does that sound? A site called The Suicide Project is where I go to when I need to vent. Yeah, most may call me lucky: I’ve been accepted into an amazing cosmetology school, I’m a model, […]
I have had 3 suicides in my life. My father , his father, and then my uncle. I was only 8 at the time. It has effected me in every single way. I was in depression.. I used to have a severe phobia of dying and i will admit i also used to have suicidal thoughts, but I found something that I hang on to and that is helping people. I try to show people the light when they are consumed in darkness. I am everyones friend no matter what anyone went through or whatever mistakes they’ve made. I dont shut people out because I […]
I’m not really good at anything besides listening to people.
I’ve always wanted to become a writer, photographer, artist, music maker.
But I’m not good at any of those things.
Anything really, besides listening to people.
Having that be my career… Listening to people (therapist) but once again; no one listening to me,
It hurts me . It seems stupid but it does.
Now don’t get me wrong, I love helping people… I just wanted to do something else.
But it’s whatever, right.. ?
You say suicide is selfish , but your the one who caused me mental and physical pain. You say you want me to be happy… but then you call me a whore and a worthless piece of shit.. and you expect me to just forget about that. You say your not calling me names your just saying how it is, saying i’m an immature freshman, and that killing myself is ridiculous and i shouldn’t joke about it and you feel bad for me. But you think i’m joking , i’m not the immature one you are , i’m not saying i want to commit suicide […]
The only people I prefer not to be around are those who are only around you for what you can do for them.
If it is not some women for how much you can spend or how much they can use you to be their emotional sponge, or family who at every turn reminds you of how less in their eyes you are because you are different but still is always wanting something from you, or male associates who either want to borrow something, get a hookup, or use you as an alibi or to bail them out of trouble.
Not that one minds helping people […]
Whoever is reading this im grateful you found this, im here for you, ears, eyes, typing etc… Whatever you need help with.
http://expressyourthoughtslove.blogspot.co.uk/
I new here but I’d love to help anyone out there, if anyone needs an ear, I’ve create a blog on blogger, if people want to speak about anything from their favourite song or a new love to the love of food. I wanted to create a place for people to express what they want said.
Love, family, school, work, exams, stress, life, emotions, yourself, feelings, issues … i know it all, im here if you need anything,
I struggle myself. I fall. I try my utter hardest survive, because […]
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