The title says it all. I can’t please anyone, no one really loves me, no one cares. I’m just a selfish, worthless piece of shit of a bastard with no brain. I also must pretend to be someone I’m not and it’s pure torture. I’ve been bullied and due to my chronic stress, the bullying I used to ignore is now haunting me, taunting me. I lock my feelings deep down and hide it with a smile but I’m so dead inside. Now I am considered mute and heartless. Yes, I don’t know how to love anymore. Therefore I do not deserve to live another moment, because I am worthless and no one would miss me at all
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Why do you feel this way? I just want to know more about your story.
You’re not worthless..
I am, everyone says Im worthless
Nevermind. I just read your posts. It seems to me that there are plenty of people who would love and miss you.
It always saddens/angers me how people in the LGTB community are b treated.
But there are support groups, people that love you, and v people who have been in your situation who have made it.
There is a way through this. Please don’t give up..
I’ve been.through it all and for the past years managed to ignore it, move on as if it meant nothing but now the attack has grown stronger and stronger to the point where I dobt think I can handle it
I’ve reached that point many many times, where each hour was unbearable, and yet here I am.
I believe people can endure far more than they realize.
You have reasons to endure. People that love, to prove the assholes that bully you wrong, to one day have the life you want and deserve, and to help others who were once in your position.
Think about the things that make you happy and hold on to them fiercely. And reach out to people you relate to, support groups, professionals, etc. You are not alone.