I need really to talk.
I got a whole buch of meds just beside me. I don’t know if it’s enough, but it’s all I got. I got a whole bottle of wine already.
I feel lonely. I’m 33 years old years.Thanks I got already a therapist. Doesn’t help that much.
I’ve been chasing the same guy for two years and half. I’ve met a guy a few days ago who just don’t reply anymore to text messages. Even though he seem very interested.
I met a girl last month. She just told me today I “was a nice person” but she met someone else. It’s rare I got someone interested into me. For multiples reasons. Physical reasons, psychological reasons.
I’ve tried to call my best friend,he’s with his boyfriend, he don’t have time for me.
I don’t want to be this 40 years guy everyone smile at him like they all know he’s going to be alone all his life. I know I will. I don’t want that. At all. I know it’s going to happen.
I just DON’T WANT THAT. Â Some people are okay with it. God blessed them. But I can’t. I just. Can’t.
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Just chill my friend.. Life is full of lonely roads. You have to be strong and forget about the past or it will bring you down. No one wants to be with some one who can’t hold their head up. People are drawn to other people who are confident in themselves. You will find some one to love when you find what you love outside of a relationship. You gotta keep fighting cuz tomorrow life can change completely around. That’s how it seems life is working out for me..I went from having nothing to live for to having everything in the world i am willing to die for.