Hi there, fellow SP’ers!
We all woke up today, started a new day, and have been breathing up to this very moment, that you’re (hopefully) reading this. Keep it that way. I’ll try to.
I’m new here, had thought of joining the blog for some time now, after reading post after post and seeing how everyone supports and helps each other on here, and today I finally joined. So, you there reading this, just accept my gratitude for you being a part of this, because every person that has felt the way I do knows how to appreciate how big this is.
I’ll try to keep writing regularly. I’m not here to b**** about how horrible life can be, or how horrible I may feel, or just to post “goodbye” every other day in moments of desperateness. I thought this would be a nice way to find comfort when needed, share feelings to relieve tension and hopefully let others relate, and help others. Even though I KNOW, I need tons of help, I’ll always be willing and hoping to help out someone else.
So, anyway, cheers to everyone, and just give me a smile. I’m sure that, deep down, we all have at least one reason to.
Feeling hopeful,
PURPLEPAIN
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Nice post 🙂 hopefully soon there will be a chatroom that successfully imitates the good positive things you’ve mentioned here…
Thanks 🙂 I read your post about that, you’ll have to tell us when it’s all set up!
I sure will… You seem like a great guy… With people like you there I’m certain it’ll be great… I just feel like many of the people here lack genuine real time communication with others that can truly relate and empathize with them… I feel like many of the people here can be saved… And for those that can’t I want a place that they can find methods that allows them to die in peace… Its so dumb to me how we leave people that want to die in the cold until they get so desperate they choose a painful method… I want to help them as well… I gain no direct benefit from helping but it gives me a purpose and something to work towards
Well it’s hard sometimes… But I’m positive we can all save ourselves in the end, we’re just governed by fear, anxiety, loneliness, pain and anger which leads to desperateness.
Helping doesn’t give us direct benefit, but there is surely an indirect benefit in the end.
And the one fact that has been saving me over and over again is repeating to myself that there is no painless method, no painless suicide, it doesn’t exist.. Because in the end, we’ll be causing more pain to those surrounding us.
The users that always initially post about how they will consistently post here almost never end up following through with their proclamation. Not to be interpreted in an accusation, just an observation. I hope you the best though, although I can confidently suggest that SP not be the place for you to spread your positivity, everyone here hates that and will chew you out with their teeth of infectious misery. Don’t let them drag you down though 🙂 Rock on
Some people cannot be saved.
I said “I’ll try to write regularly”, and don’t worry, I was just feeling hopeful today, I don’t have that much positivity left sometimes; it kinda surprises me when I do. You’ll get enough misery from me hahaha, I’m on this site for some reason too, you know.
Keep keep rocking on
but some people can
Would you like to discuss it then? I’m interested in your history and ideas. New users are invigorating to me, although I only take interest in ones that particularly stand out, you’re definitely one of them. There’s a perpetually redundant pattern of users here, not many transcend this mould. We should talk 🙂
Sounds good to me. I don’t really know much about the variety or not of users around here, but I can totally understand why there’s a pattern on a site like this one…
I just need somewhere to write when I feel I can’t talk to anybody about how I feel, I hope we can support each other in a way
Do you have a kik or anything that pertaining to something like that?
Life is horrible and awful and smells like moldy cheese. Your happiness burns, it burns us, it does. Thankfully I have some SPF5000. Welcome to this den of depravity we call SP. 🙂
@Stendarr’s *****, I hope you don’t that this the wrong way or anything, but I prefer to stick around for some time, keep writing for a while before starting to talk with more people
respectthenewbies
forgive me, I have a tendency to be upfront and straight forward with people. If I take platonic interest in someone I don’t often hesitate to express it aha. Best wishes regardless
I respect that! Always be upfront with people if that’s who you are!
muchlove