Blinking

bright screen
blinking cursor
eyes darting
fingers typing

dimmed screen
still cursor
eyes closed
fingers deleting

does it matter
what i say
does it matter
what i feel

do you care anymore?
do you worry anymore?
do you bother anymore?
do you listen anymore?

do i bother you?
do i annoy you?
do i irritate you?
do i disturb you?

Maybe you don’t care.
Maybe you don’t worry.
Maybe you don’t bother.
Maybe you don’t listen.

Are you really there for me?
Or am I just too clingy?
That you have to avoid me?
Maybe you’re too busy for me?