I don’t know what’s happening with me !! I’ve been having thoughts about harming myself and thinking that life would be better with out me …the last few months have been awful I’ve lost weight , not eating , just sitting alone .. All my friends left me, my family is mad at me !! I just don’t know what to do .:: last night was the first time I cut myself ..:but I’ve came to realization that I don’t need to do that ! I need help please someone help me !
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email me at FLwaterguy66 (at) g m a i l (dot) c o m.
sorry, flwaterguy99 (not 66).
I’ve been there lately, obviously the family doesn’t know so they cannot do anything else but ridicule you for something they do not understand.
Can’t you just catch hold of any family member or anyone else you love, and give a hug? Well, I’ve always thought it to be the solution to ANY problem you may be facing, unfortunate enough for me, I cannot do that. But maybe you can? It’s a fool proof solution, over which I can bet my life, we just don’t do it sometimes. You’re smart kid, for you already realize self-harm is not the answer.
Let us know how if you go for it, and we’re here for you, if you want to discuss or say ANYTHING, and I meant it. 🙂
I’m so glad that you’ve come to the conclusion that you don’t need to cut. Most people who habitually do eventually realise it solves nothing but just creates more problems. A lot of us here have found we have no one when push comes to shove because people on the whole do not have the strength, compassion or understanding to support someone who is on the edge. Please feel free to share your thoughts here as often as you need to. There’s always someone to listen.
You say that it was the first time you cut yourself. It was the last time too, right?
You’re right, cutting is not the answer. You are trying to cope by doing this. A better thing to do is work out what else you can do to cope.
I understand about self-harm. I burned myself. During and briefly after burning myself, I felt incredible relief. It was an amazing feeling. To be in physical pain AND to see why I am in pain was really great. Psychological pain is so hard because you can’t see it and it often doesn’t make sense. I had to go to Urgent Care once because my arm was burned, swollen, bright red. The thing about self-harm is that it feels so good at the time BUT then you live the rest of your life with the physical scars. I had my sleeves rolled up going through customs in the UK and they questioned me about my arm (which only had old scars no new wounds). I can’t wear short sleeve shirts when I am with family or most friends. it’s a pain to hide. otherwise I just get questions and I don’t feel like dealing with the questions. Just a few thoughts before embarking on self-harm that leaves scars.