My life has been so terrible i feel like giving up. Every single day is longer and harder to get through. My ex boyfriend left me with our baby and i feel so overwhelmed. While he’s out there sleeping with other girls, smoking weed, and racing his car, I’m here just taking care of our daughter. Everything is on me. I feel like just killing myself so he can suffer. I feel like just running away into the streets filled with the promise of intoxication and liberty. I can forget everything. I can just die in a peaceful drugged out overdose.
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I’m sorry about what he did. It’s bad enough what he did to you but it’s tragic what he did to you and your baby. Your baby is depending on you to be there and I’m sure you’re doing the best you can do under the circumstances. I don’t wish your situation on anybody but perhaps his decision to leave may benefit you in the long run. It doesn’t seem like what he’s doing fits well with supporting a family. You deserve better than that… and I hope that, in the long run, you get that. In the meantime, keep doing the best you can do. As your baby grows up, you’ll see your efforts rewarded. Don’t let the actions of actions destroy who you are and what you’re capable of doing.
The same thing happened to me but now I look back at it a blessing from god oh what pain and destruction he would have put me through. I chose to forgive but moved on with my life. Me and my new partner sadly buried him 2 months ago for our children. Sadly his bad past caught up with him he went from a boss on a mine sight to spending his last year in prison he died two weeks after he got out at the age of 44 from a stroke. So keep happy for you beautiful baby and leave the lesson for the man upstairs to take care of
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