so a lot of things have been changing lately for one im kinda homeless you know sleeping on a friends couch but im happy here nd they love me being here its lik when I was younger nd I used to stay with them ime really happy im here for now instead of with my sister which I will eventually be with her cuz that’s where the courts said I had to live but ill figure something out so I can stay happy annyywayy im engaged and I really love this guy im with his names cole nd hes amazing nd he loves me and I don’t even mind his crazy baby mama or is jealous friend both of which try their hardest to break me nd him up but love defeats all I have true faith in that 🙂 coles kinda homeless too unfortunately but he working on getting his job back and all that kinda shit that yu need to live in this fucked up world but I believe were gonna work everything out nd be happy.. my ma or the person im staying with for the moment found out about my little relapse with the blade *sigh* she didn’t make too big a deal out of it but it was still hard but so is life and no matter what I somehow am still alive so might as well roll with it I don’t really wanna make this post too long my soon to be husband should be calling me any minute now soo have a nice day nd happy holidays or merry Christmas or whatever greeting you like just have a nice life