When you get to the point where there is no relief, and all your brain does is torture you, it is time to get the fuck off this hell hole. PTSD I would not wish on my worst enemy nor the constant anxiety and dark bad thoughts. The sexual abuse of children is a societal evil society denies. I cast God into the tormenting hell he put me in, and lock the door on his sadism. God doesn’t give a fuck about me. I cast out my father’s evil voice and these GD demons, b/c they are no better than God. They are worse, but God is in league with them. Pray to God and be ignored? What the fuck kind of God is that. I’ve had enough of it all for a thousand fucking years. Any God who lets people be tortured in this way is a sicko. A huge sicko. A huge sicko. No relief for the damned. I wonder why I am in this country, in this place. I could have been born to a nice family in a good place. Others are. God plays favorites. Don’t believe in bloody karma. Why should I pay for a past life I don’t even remember, what child deserves to be tortured no matter what they allegedly did?
Life is hell. And God apparently needs us to be tortured so He can have a happy hard-on. Fucking sick piece of garbage He is. Rot him to hell. And rot all of you who hurt me, too.
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I believe if there is a god he’s evil I’m atheist or agnostic it’s a sick cruel world I have anxiety I’m here if you need me I have no real friends and a sucky life I’m gay with an anti gay family my girlfriend broke up no love my sister says I cut for attention I’m not sick
no, you aren’t sick. my priest was gay, i miss him, he moved on to a different parish. i think god is evil too basically he sure doesnt care about me. something is evil anyway. why make someone only to punish her and blame her for it? not everyone can do what everyone does, yet in this society people like me are lepers. hard to be a leper. im sorry about your anxiety. your family sounds as bad as mine n their own way. i hope you can find another girlfriend down the road when you are ready? your sister sounds like a typical stupid sibling siblings can be so cruel. im sure she does love you, i hope she does.
we are not god’s creation
what do you mean?