I always seem to end up in a melancholy state. No matter what I do I always end up there again. Things only go good for a while then bam. I got to start all over again from the beginning. It seems to happens no matter what I do.
I guess the reason I feel this way is, because I know no one really gives a fuck about anyone else. I’m guilty of this myself and the only reason I act the way I do is because everyone else is doing it, so why not me too then? Why should I be the one that gives a fuck and get steam rolled. I’d rather be the one doing the steam rolling, but then I can take it to far and then I look like the bad guy. So damn if I do something and damn if I let it happen.
How is anyone meant to get ahead in life with this way of thinking and acting? I don’t know and I think that’s why I don’t try in life. Then, I start to not give a damn about anyone or their problems. Thinking why should I when they don’t care about mine?
I guess most people just don’t care and only care about one thing THEMSELVES.
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It’s only fair to treat people as they treat you, i guess.
But in the rare case that someone might seriously care about you, you should see how you treat them.
Getting ahead in life, that’s different in different cases. Some places in life you only get ahead by stepping on others. But in certain cases you don’t have to.
It’s just hard for me to figure out which ones care and which ones don’t for me. I think I might need to take a bigger look around at my friends/family.
Yeah it’s tricky to figure out who is just acting like it and who really means it.
But in times of need it’s usually easy to see it on them.