i hate asking people for help. I hate being a burden. I hate being the first to text. But i do all of those things anyways cause i cant help it and its better than being alone. My best friend is becoming a stranger. I just feel as though on a daily basis nobody at all cares. Its hard to live like this. Ive never attempted to take my life but ive thought about it more than you can imagine. Sometimes i almost have the courage to attempt but have never gone through with it yet. keyword yet. So, I just wish there was someone out there i could to this openly about. I keep on wishing that everyday…
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I care. I know that feeling- being the one to keep in touch with your friends and not wanting to reach out but having to.
I’m also sorry you are feeling like attempting. 🙁 Please don’t hurt yourself. You are too important.
Depression, friendship problems and other things causes us unbearable pain, then we even turn on ourselves because turning on others hasn’t helped.
Tell us more. What is going on? We will listen and no one will hurt you if you talk here.
I hope you have a good day.
Hi,
Thank you for responding as it means a lot to me. I have a lot of friends who live far away and therefore it is very hard to keep touch because they are so long distance. Theres only so much someone can do over a cell phone and not in person. I am not planning on hurting myself anytime soon, but I really appreciate you answering. I hope youll respond to this as well
I also have discomfort asking people for help. In my physical life, I was almost most of the time never was the one who initiates conversation. I feels like a burden many times. Your best friend seems like the one who has never experienced these things so its normal phenomenon that he is becoming a stranger.
You can make a lot of friends here. sp is a close community.