I’ve been in a place where I didn’t want to be here like I was in every ones way like I had no place to fit In… I still am, but many people that have the most perfect life, family, friends, relationship. don’t understand why we cut our wrist why we starve ourselves why we lock our self up for no one to see just to be alone forever. Nobody knows how many times we cry in our rooms when no ones watching…This lifestyle that we are in isn’t a choice we didn’t want this for our self or for anyone but perfect people will never understand…The starving, cutting , crying , thoughts, Are not a CHOICE, REALITY, SOCIETY, OPINIONS has droven us here to the point where we want to snap but we don’t for the sake of others…Every horrible thought, dream. tear , & cut could be covered but by a smile and 2 words…..”im fine”.
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Maybe tomorrow will be different. I alway tell myself that. Nothing has changed for 30 years. I cling. I don’t cut or starve. I just absorb abuse. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Whoever you are, if you want to hurt a lot of people, make them suffer, give them a lifetime of nightmares….suicide will do all of that and more.