I’m so tired of being me, of being myself and not being able to get away from this monster. I want to change everything about myself, i want to become a new person, a better person. But no matter how hard i try everything gets ruined again, and i have no energy left to try anymore. I just want to end everything but i know i cant and that makes things so much harder. I just wanted to get that out somewhere as i have no one to tell… I’m so ready to give up.
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Maybe you’re taking on too much of a load by trying to change “everything” at once? Maybe just focus on one or two smaller things at a time. Just a thought.
i guess so but i don’t even think i can change anything i just want to be a whole new person but i cant change my personality and im too scared to do anything else
No, you probably can’t change your basic personality, at least not easily. Sometimes all you can do is try to accept who you are and work within that range of possibilities. (I’m not very good at this.)
What is it you most want to change?
Why are you a monster?
Tell me the smallest thing you want to change in yourself.