I’ve been to this site before (years ago) but never had the courage to sign up. But now.. Here I am. I’m gonna keep my story short
Depressed since I was in grade 3. Parents are always arguing. They aren’t the most supportive parents. A sibling that would torment me. High school was nothing but torment. I was a loner.
I’m now 26 years old and my life is still shit. I know the whole cliche “Your life will get better.” It does, but it can also gets worst.
I wish to be happier, but I can’t.. I feel like.. I don’t deserve any happiness.
As I am writing this I’m crying. I wish to write more. But, I feel like… Like a loser… And I’m getting kinda embarrassed. I’m just gonna stop here….
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I’ve posted far darker secrets, believe me. If there was something wrong with crying then you wouldn’t have any tear ducts.
Almost everyone deserves happiness.. It sounds like you weren’t really set up for it, but that doesn’t mean it can’t happen. I’m sorry you’re hurting.
yoooo. heh. I don’t need those salty tears! Thanks for replying, man. I’ve stopped crying now. But, I hate relapsing into depression. My mind goes into really dark places… no need to be sorry, man. Everything. Is. Alright….
been there, wish I was done with that… :/
Hopefully we will hear from you again. Sometimes I feel embarrassed when I post things about my past or how I truly feel, but if there’s a place in the world to let your emotions talk louder, I guess it’s suicide project. Welcome.
I am so glad you decided to post, love. This is quite the supportive group of folks (We may be a bit crazy, but that’s part of the love 🙂 I hope to hear from you again 🙂