I’m sorry I haven’t been here for a month. I wont get into detail.
But I’ve though a lot and it’s gotten me this far.
I miss sp though, I miss everyone here. I’ve been working a lot, and drinking. It’s been depressing me. And not to mention it’s that time of year again for my depression to settel in. My birthday is in a few days, january 11th. And I’m not looking forward to it.
I was depressed this week, I still am. But I hide it very well from the real world. I all usually winds up at the end of the night that I despise falling asleep. Because when ever I want to sleep I never want to wake up.
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“Because when ever I want to sleep I never want to wake up.”
I used to feel the same 2 years ago…. this is really awful what you are passing through.
I’ve struggled with it on and off for years. I either sleep for long periods of time or I don’t sleep at all, like tonight I haven’t fallen asleep yet.