No one can adequatly explain what i’ve been through, not even I. The stress, trauma, isolation… the daily thoughts that run through my head. I already know that I simply won’t make it for much longer let alone old age. I’m tired of life and want to sleep.
I met with my 3rd therapist who confirmed, yet again, that my life’s experiences fall outside of the normal paradigm. It isnt so much that these things occured but rather the psychological impact of such. I’m tired of trying. So very very tired.
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Now that three therapists have identified thst your life experiences fall outside the normal paradigm, what is the treatment plan moving forward? Do all of the therapists have the same treatment strategy (CBT, etc.)? It seems like you need some information. I suspect that at least one of them had some type of intervention in mind.
While you haven’t mentioned some of your specific experiences in this post, your profile offers some insight. When you initially met with your therapists, did you ask about their knowledge in certain areas? Although our circumstances are different, I’ve learned the hard way to ask.
What have you been trying? Perhaps there are others here who could offer suggestions as to what worked for them.
Outside the box experience no matter the pain allows me to have out of the box solutions. Nothing to compare my experiences to allows me to solve things in ways others don’t think of. I’m thinking you may have that ability too.