Who will read that letter finally? Are you going to send it to someo people on the day you will kill yourself?
I’ve todl my whoel family the reasons i wanted to dy in a letter soe days before my suicide attempt. I was in a suicide pact but the other person was at the last moment not ready for it, so the attempt failed. But in some way i feel free now, becuase they know now i just feel like a worhtless sack of shit, because they kknow now what they caused in my life. I don’t have to give a show annymore, they know now what i am and what i feel and that most of the things i became are caused by the way they treated me. Although i’m still sure i will commit suicde soon, but for some months it was a relieve.
I’m leaving it near me in a folder that will have my identification documents – important being trans so they don’t label me as a woman or she, and also instructions because my ID says organ donor but I’m not an organ donor because I removed myself from the registry when I found out they’ll use your eyes, brain and full limbs (arms & legs) and it’s my spiritual belief that I would become earthbound to the person who receives any of that. Heart, lungs, liver and such doesn’t matter but the eyes, brain and an extensive amount of your body such as a full arm or leg could definitely anchor your soul to the person with any of that and I don’t want to be stuck here. So they better not do that shit! But yeah I’m trying to leave behind a manual and the things I want buried with or my ashes mixed with. Namely ashes of the 2 pets who passed away before I became homeless and was able to have them to cremate.
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Who will read that letter finally? Are you going to send it to someo people on the day you will kill yourself?
I’ve todl my whoel family the reasons i wanted to dy in a letter soe days before my suicide attempt. I was in a suicide pact but the other person was at the last moment not ready for it, so the attempt failed. But in some way i feel free now, becuase they know now i just feel like a worhtless sack of shit, because they kknow now what they caused in my life. I don’t have to give a show annymore, they know now what i am and what i feel and that most of the things i became are caused by the way they treated me. Although i’m still sure i will commit suicde soon, but for some months it was a relieve.
I’m leaving it near me in a folder that will have my identification documents – important being trans so they don’t label me as a woman or she, and also instructions because my ID says organ donor but I’m not an organ donor because I removed myself from the registry when I found out they’ll use your eyes, brain and full limbs (arms & legs) and it’s my spiritual belief that I would become earthbound to the person who receives any of that. Heart, lungs, liver and such doesn’t matter but the eyes, brain and an extensive amount of your body such as a full arm or leg could definitely anchor your soul to the person with any of that and I don’t want to be stuck here. So they better not do that shit! But yeah I’m trying to leave behind a manual and the things I want buried with or my ashes mixed with. Namely ashes of the 2 pets who passed away before I became homeless and was able to have them to cremate.