I’ve been drinking, i’ve been getting high. and all this time i wonder if i did the right thing. sure shes happier and has moved on but i havent. but it doesnt really matter what i want because she is more important even though i hate myself for loving her. who cares anyway ill just tie my noose and jump off my roof. life is messed up and it isnt worth it. im so done with all this shit.
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Make a new girlfriend
I say find a new girlfriend sure I have been drinking but unfornately I don’t have a girlfriend I wish I had one, but I am too socially awkward I wonder if I keep drinking my older brother will quit the opioids if my drinking habits will make him nervous as he said and while he is in Winnebago County Jail, Rockford, Illinois and I decided to block the number because I can’t deal with his crap any more so I wonder if this will teach him probably not since there isn’t much in this life I can really look forward to.