Me, worth it. Thank you for saying that I am. Could be. What a strange concept to me. My wife thinks so, so does my therapist.
Your written word has a nice feel to it whether it is to me, someone else, or all of us.
based on everything that i know of you…that you have allowed me to know, you are kind, loving, wise, intelligent, generous of time, energy and spirit, loyal, ; i could and have gone on, and on about the virtues of your character over and over and over. my words in this post apply to you. whenever i see your posts i take those words to heart. i trust them because they belong to you and reflect your character. you inspire me to keep fighting. so, please believe me, your wife, and your therapist when we think that YOU ARE WORTH IT! xoxoxo
What’s up spookichick? I was serious when I commented on your post the other day, my sister had a friend they know die, and was reminding me I should get my affairs in order, It’s really a good idea, but I hope I don’t get bumped off!
I’m thinking about how nice it could be to waste some money on food. But I shouldn’t, but I kind of want to. And I’m probably going to go out and pick something up instead of cooking, I sort of want to go to burger king for their cheap food options but it’s just so far away…. Same with seven eleven and they probably don’t have any food rotating on their food thing and it will be a wasted trip, at least they are close to burger king…. It’ll probably just be Taco Bell or Jack’s, Taco Bell is cheap, that’s the only good thing about it, I’m sick of their food since I live off of it basically, Jack’s is expensive and sometimes not great at all, I could wait a few hours for their munchie meal but I don’t know why because I never eat the tacos, they do have a $5 meal that would work, and has a nice amount of food…. Wendy’s could be an idea too…. but is also far away…. I eat too much fast food
For days I’m just stupidly mad at my brain for thinking too much about things that I don’t have any control and things that seem to matter but I cant have a grasp on like is there a way for your brain to just stop working. Sleep isn’t even the answer. Fuck me
Im currently wishing i hadthe mental stability to stay in uni and fall in love and keep my job but im basically imploding so theres that and im really on the verge of suicide eh but im just some kid that got bullied and now cant get over emotional scars and family issues but fuck it I just want to let it all go
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I feel bad for the post I just commented on and helpless.
you really are truly awesome! in so many, many ways. xoxoxo
I feel exhausted from therapy
i know. xoxoxox
me too.
don’t give up, hun. you are worth it!
Me, worth it. Thank you for saying that I am. Could be. What a strange concept to me. My wife thinks so, so does my therapist.
Your written word has a nice feel to it whether it is to me, someone else, or all of us.
based on everything that i know of you…that you have allowed me to know, you are kind, loving, wise, intelligent, generous of time, energy and spirit, loyal, ; i could and have gone on, and on about the virtues of your character over and over and over. my words in this post apply to you. whenever i see your posts i take those words to heart. i trust them because they belong to you and reflect your character. you inspire me to keep fighting. so, please believe me, your wife, and your therapist when we think that YOU ARE WORTH IT! xoxoxo
What’s up spookichick? I was serious when I commented on your post the other day, my sister had a friend they know die, and was reminding me I should get my affairs in order, It’s really a good idea, but I hope I don’t get bumped off!
lol xoxoxo
I’m thinking I have memory issues because I can’t remember what I’m thinking right now. That’s pretty bad. 😛
i can relate. i leave stickies all over the apartment to trigger memories. xoxo
i feel bad because i promised my bf i wouldn’t cut and yet here i am with my blades covered in my own blood , again
I need to go sleep, I have to be awake for the funeral tommorow.
I’m thinking about how nice it could be to waste some money on food. But I shouldn’t, but I kind of want to. And I’m probably going to go out and pick something up instead of cooking, I sort of want to go to burger king for their cheap food options but it’s just so far away…. Same with seven eleven and they probably don’t have any food rotating on their food thing and it will be a wasted trip, at least they are close to burger king…. It’ll probably just be Taco Bell or Jack’s, Taco Bell is cheap, that’s the only good thing about it, I’m sick of their food since I live off of it basically, Jack’s is expensive and sometimes not great at all, I could wait a few hours for their munchie meal but I don’t know why because I never eat the tacos, they do have a $5 meal that would work, and has a nice amount of food…. Wendy’s could be an idea too…. but is also far away…. I eat too much fast food
For days I’m just stupidly mad at my brain for thinking too much about things that I don’t have any control and things that seem to matter but I cant have a grasp on like is there a way for your brain to just stop working. Sleep isn’t even the answer. Fuck me
Im currently wishing i hadthe mental stability to stay in uni and fall in love and keep my job but im basically imploding so theres that and im really on the verge of suicide eh but im just some kid that got bullied and now cant get over emotional scars and family issues but fuck it I just want to let it all go