I remember I was the sweetest girl you would ever meet but that all changed when people started bullying me.I got bullied every single day.By everyone and by my family.My mom would always yell at me and my brother would beat me.My other brother would want nothing to do with me.My dad you ask?Lets see he had left me and my mom when I was 5 years old.People would call me fat,ugly,pathetic,Ect.Basiclly all the names in the book.I didnt understand what I did at the time.I would believe everything they said I had so much pressure on me and I still do.That pressure Led to cutting and suicidal attemps.I still have suicidal thoughts.There’s one thing I didnt tell you. I have been raped. By who? My grandfather thats who.I was only age 7 when it happened It stopped at age 9. I Finally spoke up couple weeks ago and Im 13…Anyway you’re probably wondering what happened to that sweet little girl.That died away.I went from a Angel to A demon.I use to be sweet and shy to everyone but I took control.I became a mean coldhearted *****.Now Im not afraid to stand up or to speak my mind.Ill beat the shit out of anyone now.I use to be afraid to even hurt a living thing.I get picked on still though.I only 10 friends and one amazing Girlfriend.Yes Im dating a girl you read corretly. I am Bi-Sexual.I dont give a fuck about what you think.On to other things I have tried suicide multiple times.I’ve held Knives to my necks and Guns to my head.My friends and my girlfriend have stopped me from attemping it but I still have thoughts.I have also been Anorexic before now im a vegetarian.My one of my Ex-boyfriends was my best friend now all we do is fight and argue…Most guys dont like me Ive only had 3 boyfriends and 2 girlfriends my whole life.I know sad right?Anyway the guys that do like me only want sex from me.Like yesterday(on febuary.24.2012)I was on the bus and this guy Ive known since 2nd grade.He was rubbing on my thigh and whishpering in my ear saying”You know you want me ;)”.Apperently I have the biggest boobs in my grade.Im in 6th grade.Im suppose to be in 7th grade but I failed because I missed so many days of school be for.I have a record on me from breaking & entering and robbery.Basiclly my life is a Living hell.Thats all Im going to tell you even if there is more.
P.s. this is what I look like..Ugly right?(Its going to be 5 or 6 because its all from 2011)
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You’re not ugly by any measure!!
Hey I’m 14 yeah a year older haha your beautiful btw and this is coming from a bisexual chick with a gf to 🙂 I haven’t been raped but I know it’s coming but I have been molested like 5 times all by men in my family yuck! Lol don’t listen to what people say your beautiful an I’m not just saying that. I’m verbally abused at my place oh and my moms stupid bf/baby daddy who moved in is one of the men I was talking about. I respect you a lot right now because your so tough I wish I was as tough as you honestly. You didn’t do anything and you deserve to be treated this way stupid human taking out their anger and frustration on innocent kids. I’ve become anorexic due to my mom and grandma callin me fat an ugly for the past 3 years. Idk just focus on once your 18 you can leave everything behind. My main porpuse for living right now is my gf and because I wanna prove all these fuckers wrong. Well hoped ThIs helped somehow haha sounds like a major confession but I just wanna let you know that your not alone and if you wanna talk and get to know me you can email me at animecat9@aol.com ok bye 🙂
Now that is some dam shit…
And to think i tout i had some ,,childish scars”(way to much embarrassing to be told to anyone)…
If i would say ,,You are pretty” i would be considered as a perv…
Vegetarians FOR THE WIN!
@Silent Survivor I dont have a Aol Sorry :// but I do have a facebook If you want you can add me ( :
Here’s the link —> http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100001706784252